Fifty-Seven

Yesterday was yet another birthday; another year has rolled past, adding another digit to my sum of years. (I won't speculate about whether or not I've grown in wisdom; probably not!) I have to say it's a lot better to keep adding the years! For all the lip service we pay to "accepting" that one's lifespan is unknown, I'd rather keep on than not. Anyway, here's to another year of discoveries.

Monday's visit to Cleveland Clinic involved meeting a new specialist intern who's spending time with the kidney cancer team. He went to great pains to reassure me that Dr. G is still my principal caregiver, and that he hoped I would trust him to treat me as well as any other Clinic staff member. I congratulated him on being chosen to work with the best available (in my no doubt biased opinion) and assured him that I would hold him equal to my expectations of care from Cleveland Clinic.

When Dr. G popped in a few minutes later, I asked him specifically how much growth we measured in last week's scan. Two of the liver tumors shrank slightly; the lung tumor expanded from 3.9 cm to 5.4 cm, and the total represented a 9% growth overall. So, I don't know if I'll be able to stay on the trial beyond this cycle (once I go beyond 20% they'd have to remove me). We can but wait to see. In the meantime, my vacation from side effects continues!

We've been enjoying a surprising month - no expectation of reaching a 90-degree day at all for the month, so very unusual in Ohio. This is shaping up to be perhaps the coolest July on record - right now we're about 4.5 degrees below the normal average high. We may be getting more rain (2" since Wednesday) through the end of the month; good and bad, since we'll soon have to cut hay again. Let's hope that we get a little slot of dry weather in the next couple of weeks.